i supposed to be busy right now reviewing, but i cant concentrate and my hands feel that i have to write sumthing that i feel right now, because if i won't, i would be like drowning in my own tears when i go to sleep... because i can't help but think of the things i feel and those that i'm worried without i don't know why i'm feeling like this right now... well, i don't like to write the word coz it will make me feel worse than i'm feeling now... i felt so lost... lost without "him"... and all i want right now is to talk to him... i gotta talk to him, but i can't... WELL, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! i've talked with my friend about our fave song, and when i sang to her my fave song, she asked for it. you know, that song really reminds me of him, and so i'm mad of playing it over and over again... if it happen that you don't know what the song means, it's about being so "lost"... WELL YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! you can find the song at www.tristancafe.com that's it... hope you can relate... i like the instrumentals better than the lyrics... i think you know why... ^^;
here's funny about it. i've said gudbye to him because i know we won't have a time for a talk. (well, maybe you've mistaken that we're on a relationship... we're just friends... and you know how i feel for him...) my family don't know him... and so when he will call, i always answer the phone. he's just my chat buddy, and i feel so "great" with him. then, my mother asked who was that guy looking for me and told my mom that he's my chatm8. i was embarrased a little, but i just told my mom that he's my bandmate, a drummer for our band. it was true. i met him because at that time, i was looking for a drummer for a band. and there he was. he has been so close to me, like a brother to me (for your info, he's two years older than me). i always tell him that there's something that's so special to him, and then he also tell the same thing too. we always share the same things and we talked about the same music... and even though i don't know how he looked like and what is his true personality, i just feel that i like him much... i can't tell how much he matters to me... he's just too mysterious...
__________________ "i just wish he feel the same thing too. i just wish we could talk again."
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// preferred to be called:
haixelle
// years of existence: 17
// birthdate: 8th of September *gifts?*
// sign: virgo
// location: Las Pinas, Philippines
// nationality: purely Filipino
// hobbies: blogging, making web layouts, playing gaia, painting, drawing, playing guitar, reading, sleeping
// colors: black, silver, lime green
